Yeh. I just don't feel like I can emotionally deal with the drama that comes with it. It's been a weird few months. Maybe I should be more persistent... Just exhausted from things not being quite so straightforward as I'd hoped!
She keeps implying I am a hypochondriac. I mentioned another new symptom yesterday and she replied with "well maybe you're just noticing it because you're hyperaware" then proceeded to ask me to increase my dosage of anxiety medication as if this is why I'm complaining about physical symptoms. Ragin doesn't even cover it 🤣
Sorry for the rant- just been a saga which doesn't look like it's going to end soon. But you're right... Maybe I should be more persistent - though I feel that this might be seen as me overreacting as well.... |