| Comment | I hear you brother. Going through the exact same thing just now. 10 years I was with her and she finally told me she doesn't love me anymore, had been seeing other guys for years, she got drunk and basically blamed everything all on me.
I also feel homesick, its shite man. I'm back at my parents house drinking myself into a coma any time im off work, just feel like the worst cunt n I have no one to turn too. Spent so long making her happy that all ma pals are now strangers so mostly every night im just sat alone in my room wondering what even is the point?
I would never commit suicide because I don't want people who love me to hurt.
Xmas coming up is affecting me even more, cant bloody sleep most nights even though my body is shattered.
I've tried hiking, wild camping but the loneliness just follows me everywhere n I cant see anything getting better.
Just hang in there man, gonna take a long time but things will get better, they always do!
Respect to you too for speaking out about this |
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