Aww that's dreadful, I hope you got through it to a better life.
Homeless way back was a major turning point for me, 17, alone and living with adult addicts.
There's an 18 year old here who ended up on drugs, got bumped and sold who knows. Ended up on dialysis. The poor wee guy was about 5ft 5 and could pass for 15.
He stood no chance in this bear pit.