| Comment | Appreciate you sharing. Really feel you, especially with no one seeming to know what to do or even care about helping figure shit out. I've been told I 'could' have so many different things over the years, but if you don't solidly meet criteria then you've no chance of a diagnosis to get the proper help you need. Instead it's just all up in the air and you're no less better off or understanding of anything than you ever were.
And thing is, if you bother to figure out things out for yourself, if you educate yourself and make suggestions or query things, they act like you're making shit up, like you're self-diagnosing for attention or meds. People just want fucking answers so they can get the specialised help to move on with their lives, cos when your life is taken over by mental illness, you don't live properly.
The longer it goes on and they more they fuck you about, the more life goes by and you're wasting away whilst you see others living around you. It's so frustrating you really do get to your wits end and this is why so many people see suicide as an option in the first place. The people you're supposed go to for help and support do nothing for you and you carry on barely living, running out of options but the one that seems easiest, yet is the worst.
Wish you luck too pal, it's a tough fight to win, but i don't wanna give in, i hope you're the same. |
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